It’s been 2 months since my first visit to psychiatrist. Yes, you heard it right. Finally I decided to went to psychiatrist to seek for help. To find closure. To cure whatever happen inside of me.
It does not change my life that much. Only 1 to 2 capsule to take each day. The doctor said it will make me feel less anxious, it will help to gain better focus.
What happen? What is wrong with you? Why you should take those anti depressant pills?
A dear friend of mine who just find out that I went to psychiatrist bombarded me with those questions. Currently taking her Master on Psychological Science, she said I only need to consult to her. Or go to a psychologist first.
I did, dear. But it did not help.
One of the psychiatrist said I should learn to forgive. Another one said that I have God. That anything is possible with His permission. Both are prescribed me with Kalxetine as an antidepressant and Clobazam as an anti anxiety.
These pills may help. But in the end, I should be the one who stand up for my self. This may take some time. But I will try.