Apa untungnya buat kamu?
Aku berkembang.
Apa untungnya buat keluargamu?
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Kamu tidak punya waktu. Tidak ini. Tidak itu. Apa untungnya?
This may sounds rude. However, sometimes I just feel restricted. This may not be a well paid-job, or status given occupancy for you. Yet, I get something from it. It’s me of course, because you aren’t working here. Am I being too egocentric? Where is the old me who always been a considerate creature? Well, she left already. Only the selfish bitch-part of her stays.
Now you may send me to hell. I’m sorry.